Wednesday, August 29, 2007

like paper planes

maybe i'm confusing my blindness with the feeling of being high, but i hate it when i sleep and wake up and i'm still high and i've got shit to do. but i've got shit to do. today i get to finally see dance party usa and quiet city.

wondrous.
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i read my diary from a year ago and realized how annoying and stupid and proactive i used to be, but also how i seem to be some sort of abstract entity & crimes and violence do not affect me but loneliness always points its darts to the jackpot. this is the most emo that this post is going to get, i promise. but seriously, why am i so socially retarded? i guess the first step is to stop thinking people hate me because they mistake my shyness for arrogance. because when i think that, i close myself off and sweet domino effect is set in motion. in forever motion.

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