I'm also really, really getting into the idea of starting up and basically creating my dad's publishing business. I told him I had no idea what I was going to do after college though I do know that I don't want a) a cubicle job b) to go to grad school unless I've worked for a while - then he said I could start up and then own his business! How cool would that be? I'd be a struggling young writer/entrepreneur spending any money earned on a) my crafts and b) alcohol (to ease the pain of being so poor). Y'know, the "great life" after paying $48,000 a year to go to Columbia. Whoop!
I'm also going through a start-of-college-life-crisis! I just can't do everything in 4 years! AHH! I feel time flying by my ears. There are so many people I want to meet, so many classes I want to take, so much I want to do before I graduate ... THERE IS NOT ENOUGH TIME! How are some of you doing this in 3 years?!
I don't even know who I am anymore. Before I knew my favourite writers and musicians and colours and the little niches I belonged to. But I seem to have lost that. And I know that these things don't define 'me' but they give a little reassurance. I feel like a blank person, a bubble floating in the middle of everything and liking things here, not here, with no big stance, nothing I am sure of.
I envy those of you who can believe in nothing.
Actually, I lie.
I like believing in everything. You know what I mean.
"Jessica Simpson,
where has your love gone?
It's not in your music, no..."
I took the The 32-Type Dating Test again & got a different result. I sorta liked my old one more. I could never heed this advice, which of course means they've got me right:
The Window Shopper
Random Gentle Love Dreamer (RGLDf)
Loving, hopeful, open. Likely to carry on an romance from afar. You are
The Window Shopper.
You take love as opportunities come, which can lead to a high-anxiety, but high-flying romantic life. You're a genuinely sweet person, not saccharine at all, so it's likely that the relationships you have had and will have will be happy ones. You've had a fair amount of love experience for your age, and there'll be much more to come.
Part of why we know this is that, of all female types, you are the most prone to sudden, ferocious crushes. Your results indicate that you're especially capable of obsessing over a guy you just met. Obviously, passion like this makes for an intense existence. It can also make for soul-destroying letdowns.
Your ideal match is someone who'll love you back with equal fire, and someone you've grown to love slowly. A self-involved or pessimistic man is especially bad. Though you're drawn to them, avoid artists at all costs.
where has your love gone?
It's not in your music, no..."
I took the The 32-Type Dating Test again & got a different result. I sorta liked my old one more. I could never heed this advice, which of course means they've got me right:
Random Gentle Love Dreamer (RGLDf)
The Window Shopper.
You take love as opportunities come, which can lead to a high-anxiety, but high-flying romantic life. You're a genuinely sweet person, not saccharine at all, so it's likely that the relationships you have had and will have will be happy ones. You've had a fair amount of love experience for your age, and there'll be much more to come.
Part of why we know this is that, of all female types, you are the most prone to sudden, ferocious crushes. Your results indicate that you're especially capable of obsessing over a guy you just met. Obviously, passion like this makes for an intense existence. It can also make for soul-destroying letdowns.
Your ideal match is someone who'll love you back with equal fire, and someone you've grown to love slowly. A self-involved or pessimistic man is especially bad. Though you're drawn to them, avoid artists at all costs.
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