et voilà mon histoire est terminé

i am happy to have found the one something to make me feel like i don't have to go searching for the rest of my life amen. and it makes me not want to be in school and it urges me to do and do. even filmwriting forces the present tense, active and reflexive verbs, the here the now, the everything. and i like that.

but i still need my mellow meadow.