waste of time

i've had a pretty shitty two weeks but i'm back here because i've had a great 3 days.

ELECTION DAY WEEKEND = two extra days of freedom

1) two days at lillian's beautiful house in long island, playing therapy, watching movies, going thrifting ... the like.
2) seeing two EXCELLENT movies (happiness by todd solondz, orphans by ry russo-young)
3) shooting and editing jessika's script, which gave me a shitload of problems, and i'm pretty dissatisfied with the final product. but my two actors were great.

i think this two thing has died. i finally have a working idea for my final project though, as always, it's too much for 10 minutes. i know i want imaginary friends, girlhood to womanhood, and britney spears all in the mix.

hell yes.

i had a weird night the first night at lilly's house, re: the things i thought/cried about. i think i need to figure out what was bothering me or suffer another subconscious breakdown.