4am

"My plan B has always been to make a film about people who talk a lot." - Richard Linklater

That is my plan A.

But my plan right now is to forget sleep and just go for the gold at this very moment. Because I can't sleep. And I keep trying to capture the eyes that see the realness of things. It frustrates me that it's been two years and I still can't.

Because if I could find the words to say it all. Then I could take all my scribbled thoughts and run.
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Put simply:
I AM FUCKED!
I'm partially inclined to just give up now and off to bed.
But I need HIGH scores on these exams to get As.
fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck!

I shouldn't have stayed up scouting for cover songs. But Jonathan Coulton's cover of 'Baby Got Back' literally made my heart stop.